i speak with a deep consternation in my tone - in about 2 weeks or so, i will be taking my final examination in my secondary school life. being as equally nervous as any other graduating student, i find it funny when people want the O levels to pass on as soon as possible. how ironic. don't they realise, it'll mean not having to come to school anymore, which is as good as saying, "goodbye and i'll never see you again," right into the face of the classmates. though we have had conflicts in the classroom, it'll be terrible not being able to come to school to see the same 36 familiar faces. after much serious thought about it, i think i don't want the Os to come just yet. i haven't had enough fun with my classmates yet.!

it is funny how a class of 36 same-aged student can be categorised so thoroughly and quickly into their own cliques. somehow, i feel it's not right - yes, just not right. why can't the world be a slightly better place, that we should all greet one another with such zeal every morning, it'll automatically perk up the day of one another? why can't we stop all those immature shit about, "i don't like him, so you can't like him, cos you like me." bull shit between the same kind? and why can't we just talk to one another, because what's there to be scared about? people tend to have a morbid pleasure in making the life of others hard. who'd have thought that i could passed through these 4 tormenting years alive and untouched?

funny how the education system works - for 10 intensive years of studying, your entire future lies in one examination, and better still, at the time when humans are known to be the most mischevious.

time to buck up. or is it already too late.?