Who I Am Hates Who I've Been - Relient K.
i watched the proverbial sunrise,
coming up over the Pacific and,
you might think,
i'm losing my mind.
but i will shy away from the specifics.

cause i don't want you to know where i am.
cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been.
this is no place to try and live my life.

stop right there,
that's exactly where i lost it.
see that line,
well i never should've crossed it.
stop right there,
well i never should've said that.
it's the very moment that i wish that i could take back,
i'm sorry for the person i became;
i'm sorry that it took so long for me to change;
i'm ready to make sure i never become that way again;
cause who i am hates who i've been,
who i am hates who i've been.
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tomorrow is an entirely new day, entirely new beginning, entirely new lease of life for mr joey teh ru yen. brace yourfu*kingself and make sure you do what you've promised. joey is gonna make sure he does not step into the principal or vice-principal's office again, except to receive praises from them. you'll see me in the saddest state i've been tmr. till then readers.

to be continued...