i feel lousy. i need a chance, just one more chance. ): i guess there isn't any way of turning back time. i think i'll try my best to create a time machine, since i'm liking design and technology so much. -.- sorry but i'm really in no mood for jokes. ): i don't wish to tell everybody what happened today. it will be self-embarrassment. i'm feeling crazy right now. frankly speaking, nobody can understand what i was trying to do then. don't come up to me and ask what happened. i'm feeling like a fool right now. i'm in this pile of shit now because i chose to help my friends. i don't know if i should feel good or bad. during recess, some idiots fought outside the pa room, and i think by allowing them to hit me, they stopped fighting. is this being a hero, or is this being a plain stupid cock.? ): can somebody tell me.? i hope God understands. i'm sure He very is right now, but He doesn't express it physically.! DAMN. ): i think i should grieve over my bloody stupid mistake. or maybe, i could hold a small funeral for the death of the old joey and on the last day of my funeral, a celebration party will be held for the birth of the new joey.! i'll then rise from the coffin, walk towards my relatives and friends attending the celebration party, and apologise for my past behaviour. somebody save me from this crazy feeling i'm having right now. recently, i blogged about loving your parents and going an extra mile for them. today, i've let them down. IRONY. IRONY. IRONY. i'm not trying to be extra emo here. i just wanna say i'm sorry.

i think this qualifies as movie script for the next I Not Stupid 3. joey is feeling crappy right now. joey is feeling crazy right now. joey is feeling regretful right now. joey is feeling anything that has gotta do with guilty. joey is a liar. ):