everything we do is always for the better good. we look forward, and never backwards. yet we sometimes sing a sorry anthem and lie, cheat and steal to attain that something; we tell lies in a desperate frantic state, we design a dishonest proposal to quicken the process, to cut things short, we take things that belongs to others without a formal warrant or permission. nonetheless, we all have one thing in our minds - it is for that something, for the better good, for the future. sad sad situation, that it becomes a normality nowadays that we cause distress to others - the boss tells me that you'll only succeed if you're aggressively brutal enough. sometimes, he even explains the underhand methods in a presentation, and it is always done so naturally and with the mortifying rational explanation that we should always be on par with the other companies in the industry. i sulked, i hesitated, but i've come to terms that i'm but a play-doll that probably chose the wrong route when i sent my job application weeks ago to be manipulated at all means and at all costs, even if it means taking my life.