Refuge:
–noun

1.	shelter or protection from danger, trouble, etc.: to take refuge from a storm.

2.	a place of shelter, protection, or safety.

3.	anything to which one has recourse for aid, relief, or escape.

then what happens when you're afraid of your refuge.?

i will channel all unhappy thoughts into my current read, angels&demons.

p/s: thanks to the people who stood up from their comfortable reclining position on the poolside deck chairs and offered a good sense of warm relief by patting the back, molesting the cleavage, and the sparing of Kleenex. though i could certainly have make-done with a sharon striptease. :D

timely is in 5 hours' time, i'll be on my way off this local ground, and away from unhappiness, though on a temporal basis. beats having to feign interest in the worst and most boring of shows the tv box set has to offer during dinner time. i don't need cold-shoulder treatment. i sweat profusely and uncontrolably. it won't make better.

oh yes, happy birthday to one of the best sister i've ever known in my life. may you always pick me for the passenger's seat everytime you have to make 5 choices out of the entire clique. you know you want me beside you. you know it baby.

18th of march will be a superiorly memory-etching date for me. embedded. joyous. joyously embedded in the mind. i will plant my first and heavy step onto xi men ding on that very date, while the rest of my friends in singapore will act like they're all hyped up for a surprise designed by the... ... surprise target herself. We Fuck The Fatshits. you know i still love you sharon. true local love story wu boz.

okay yulin must remember to collect my macbook, leo joey with the PC5, darren with the zapz, lhc must miss me, continue mj from where we stopped last night, and come back with so many things, i should set aside taiwan money for another luggage. as if. silverjet, here i come.!!