i think i mentioned some positive stuffs, if not, all, about my model. my lecturers obviously thought otherwise. i had the urge to smash my model into pieces during crit presentation that day - you actually tried, yet the comments and results you attained are not of satisfactory level. you suddenly feel like giving up, and your body functions like a nocturnal owl. your attendance is school is bad. very bad. your lecturer suddenly looks at you in a very different way in school. this, i call, the downfall.