hehe haha, am a very happy man today at 12pm. slipped my mind that today was posting results day. tucked in at 5 in the morning after watching Akagi online, woke up, and had 8 new messages. the first one read :

MOE: Congrats TEH RU YEN JOEY, you are posted to S'PORE POLY, ARCHITECTURE (S66) under 2008 JAE.

rubbed my eyes, sat up, and re-confirmed. indeed, it was the course that i had doubts over the past month, always at the back of my mind wherever i go, whatever i do during this long hiatus. it's exhilarating and yet at the same time, surreal, to find out you're posted to a course you have had doubts over because you're a tat away from the entry requirements.! thanks be to all the gods in this world.!