today, i portrayed one of the most uncouth, crude and to put it worst, barbaric act a being can do. and because of that, i think i'll be looked down at from this day on. i was exceptionally and extremely annoyed by how people can actually make a big fuss out of a mere scuffle that lasted less than 2 seconds. and so, i retaliated. come to think of it, my last quarrel with somebody probably dates back to last year. i'm not as hot-headed as gerald koh, neither am i the gung-ho type who will throw the first punch. luckily. the quarrel was extremely draggy, and i was so annoyed at the fragility of that person despite him being 2 heads taller than me that i went into a fury rage, disregarding the image i'd be showing to almost everybody in sec3 express. considering his stature and the "fight training" he does everyday by bullying everybody smaller (WOOHOO ULTIMATE COOLNESS.!), he could have incur enough damage to leave me unconscious at the snap of his index and thumb fingers. but lucky for me, he didn't. i've never felt so disappointed with myself. in front of so many civilised people, i picked up a bloody fight with a loser that thinks he's so cool quarelling with somebody 3 times smaller than him. when you're in such a mad rage, you momentarily forget about the kind of response and reactions everybody will give at the end of everything, and you go on with the fight that will end soon enough. the whole thing was awkward, embarrassing, and add whatever synonymic word you like. the arguement lasted long enough for me to prepare a sumptuous meal for my entire family tree, and yet still to no avail. i think i'm repenting to whichever god i believe in before my sleep later. and to top it all by embarrassing him, mr fighter.. no no. i think i shouldn't say this. yeah, i shouldn't say this to embarrass him. it won't be good or nice or both if i say he fled like a F16 fighter jet right after school. (: