steve irwin passed away just like that. i remembered receiving the bad news of marc vivien foe's departure a few years back, and i was stunned like mad. i felt the same when i heard about the demise of steve irwin. it's not much of a sad feeling because steve irwin isn't related to me by blood, but rather, like 3 million shockwaves entering through me one after another, i feel stunned. i can blabber about how God shouldn't take away lives like this so suddenly(because only 4 were killed by stingray attacks before) but i guess i shouldn't, because i'm slowly recovering from the religious scars i've attained in church. i believe in Salvation, and i believe in God, but why do such bad things happen one after another.?

if we can all put at rest the things we're doing now and keep ourselves less busy, we'd be looking deeply into the life of a human being - how they react, what they do and for what purpose etc. just a few days back, i was on the train station at jurong east and was violently disgusted when the people outside of the train didn't "allow" passengers to alight. now, as i think back, the people probably board the train at lightning speed because they're afraid it will suddenly travel at the same speed as the train Harry Potter board. i don't understand why. if i'm some kind of alien from some other country, i'll probably laugh out loudly at how human beings are living their lives. why so.?

(1) they shit at their own homes and think that sewers are gods.
(2) they eat meat from pigs, fish, chickens and even dogs.! have you imagined what pigs and fish and chickens eat.?
(3) they walk bare footed at their homes and amazingly, it doesn't appear to them that brooms are also equally dirty.
(4) they play metal and engage themselves in self-loathe bands and have piercings all over them thinking it's cool to have a bullet-like thing on their faces and sing meaningless songs like "until the day i die, i'll spill my heart for you," when doctors are the only ones that have the ability to pluck a heart out.
(5) they contradict themselves heavily in all sorts of medium (blogs, msn, emails, etc.)

crazy yeah.?

i've made a few comparisons between maids of other households and my own maid, and other than the irish plus german plus american plus chinese plus taiwanese plus british plus japanese zachary ibrahim, i think my maid will beat your maids hands down if there's a see-who-can-xialan-the-employer-more competition. really. she gave her friend, supposedly her auntie, our house address and home number and think it's okay. and if you've not guessed it right, ms maid's auntie paid a nice visit to our house the day before. =) oh.. so nice right.? SCREW YOU. i'll forgive her if her maid happens to be or looks like jade seah, felicia chin or alba, but no.! my mom obviously acted liked she welcomed her but i know if i forced a weapon into her palms, she'll probably club the entire thing into the visitor's eyes. yes.

anyway, i'm done, and i should prepare. now that my mom's so into fishing,she wants to bring me to pulau bekom (where the hell is that.?). good day.