gerald has done it yet again. it's not his production, but he gave me the link for this awesome video: http://youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4

this probably sums up everything that i've said since day 1 about how everyone of us should stop hurting and start loving. if there should be a God that created everyone of us, i don't understand why we're hurting and hating each other if that's not what He wants. it is really funny to see how much joy people are getting from hating their friends. they are the fucked up ones who ostracize people in school, and think they should be treated with much superiority that everybody should bow when they see them. we should love, love and love only. i'm deeply sorry and regretful for what i did to my schoolmate regarding the comments he made. it's time such things end.

this is as inspirational as every sermon i've sat through, all the words low kok meng said to my secondary 2 class, and probably all the encouragement i get from my closed friends each time i fall. videos like this makes me want to bang my head against a wall because of the things i've done repeatedly wrong. although the song playing in my blog isn't in any way, helping to inculcate the emotional atmosphere it needs to get whatever i've said into your thick skull, i hope my message gets across: it's high time we end hatred, and apologising is likely the best way to do so. aight, i'm sorry girl. (:

my brain juices are all sucked up by the stress i'm having right now. i have other things to worry about - social studies, dnt, geography, literature - i'd rather be shot.