life. life begins with chastity. when you're so pure and perfect; when you're morally fit to enter the gates of Heavens; when you're under the control of so many things. but 15 years of life indefinitely, you unknowingly have infidelities take over you. you seek some sort of love; you seek some sort of escapism from all kinds of different mediums. but they are to no avail. you turn cynical and your belief of villians and monsters strengthens. in contrary, back to the inital point, you are once a happy man. with the parents and siblings and friends that love you so much (or just seemingly); with the teachers that adore you so much, they want to call your parents to talk about signing a mutual agreement of bringing you back home. YEAH F*CKING RIGHT. they can't wait to shake you off, so that they won't be seeing you the very next day. they are careless of your feelings. they are treating you with gross insensitivity. they make scornful remarks just to make sure you hate them more, so that you'd hit back at them by making a doubly disgusting mistake. you look at things pessimistically, and you feel like the world is at your feet. not that you're under control of everything, but it's at the lowest possible level.

life. life ends with the heart racing from its original position to the feet, dragging the guts and organs down at the same time, with such rapid force.

life. amazing how it all functions around one organ only. if only we have two hearts beating at the same time together. if one chooses to turn its face away from you, you'd still have the other one.

life. make it or break it.