i think blogging twice a day is cool. maybe i should try thrice. it just shows how bored i am and how irritating it is to be stucked at home because of your goddamned feet and the rain. nonetheless, my mom literally pulled me out of bed this morning and drove me to school. i didn't bathe, or rather, i couldn't bathe, because the wart on my feet cannot come into contact with water or moisture. i can only bathe once everyday and have to change the application after bathing. i hope it heals as quickly as possible.

i was scheduled to meet miss caroline at 10 in the morning after my chinese supplementary. however, my chinese teacher held all 8 of us back. out of a class of 31 chinese white students, only 8 turned up. we should be released at 10, but were released at 1035 instead. so i contacted miss caroline, and she said she couldn't meet me because she wasn't in school. i've been trying to meet her since after the mid year examinations to revise my geography. so, she promised to meet me tmrw after my training, at about 1030.

after reading gerald's blog, i thought: everybody wishes to go to heaven, but dread pain and is scared of death. where and what in the sky blue dark black rounded moon is heaven.? a paradise of eternity.? a bright, white place with a golden throne on a staged level.? or just.. an imaginary place used to console the relatives of the demised victims.? i wonder long enough for my body to rot and decompose entirely and yet, have not received an answer. where is my God.?