one second left till my heart explodes.
what's with this desperation that is leaving me so irritated.?
what's with this demolition of my heart that is hurting me so.?
what's with this sudden disappearance of joy i was so close to getting.?

what's with my indecision to call you.?
what's with my indecision to talk to you.?
what's with my indecision to hold on to you.?

what's with this "love-dovey puppy love" shit about.?
what's with this "i'll spill my heart for you" shit about.?
what's with this "fate brought us together" shit about.?
what's with this "let's make this last forever" shit about.?
what's with this "i'll love you till my dying day" shit about.?

if only i've plucked up,
if only i've stood up,
if only i've garnered up,

if only i haven't bring you down,
if only i haven't bring me down,
if only i haven't chicken out,

would i have done my part.?
would i have make your heart.?
(or) would i have eat you up.?

did i make the both of you.?
did i break the both of you.?

should i make the both of you.?
should i break the both of you.?

jimmy was a happy man until rosie chose zachary instead of him.

let all this shit burn and fall to the ground,
let all this shit be stepped on the ground,
let me be the only hero in the world of villians.

see how my heart bleed for you,
see how my lungs scream for you,

watch my emotions burn like paper.
watch my emotions be ripped apart.
watch my emotions escape out of my heart.

watch me as i await notice.
watch me as i wait patiently.
watch me..

watch me,
.... as i die right now.