it's not like we, students, don't understand what teachers are talking. just that sometimes, we're all worn out and tired, too tired to even speak to teachers. something great happened to me recently. my mom received a call from my chinese teacher. and it had to be in between my favourite channel 8 tv drama serial, xing shan shan.! ): i was angry and irritated. but what spite me most was the fact that my chinese teacher thought i had some communication or heart problems or in chinese, zi bi zhen, because i chose not to reply her every request and question.! how will you feel if somebody thinks you're autistic.? and to make the situation worse, she had to call when i was watching young and pretty, dawn yeoh, acting the gist of that entire episode.! (she was thinking whether to accept her father's request to sing in a getai) seriously, if i was an autistic kid, will i even be cracking lame jokes when i'm around my friends.? will i be enjoying myself everyday after school under the hot sun, kicking some round thing with 9 or more other people.? will i be socialising with canteen aunties and uncles every recess.? WILL I EVEN BE IN THIS SCHOOL IN THE VERY FIRST PLACE.?!
being a blink182 fan, i feel i have the responsibility to do what i'm gonna do next. as some may know, blink182 have already disbanded because apparently, tom, (the one playing the 6 string guitar with the very high voice) wanted some precious time with his family. however, mark, (bassist with the very low voice) and travis (drummer with all the tattoo all over his body) wanted him to choose band over family. therefore, they quarrelled and too bad for everyone and myself, blink182 shall cease. ): however, travis and mark got together and formed another band with a girl named carol,
plus 44. the first song they've recorded is named no it isn't, and i personally feel mark hoppus wrote that song in effort to make tom angry. that is so childish. it's so sad to see 3 good friends breaking up like that. i don't even think they're looking back and reflecting what they've done. they have already earned enough money to last their whole life. the lyrics for no it isn't:
Please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you
This is where the road
Crashed into the ocean
It rises all around me
And now we're barely breathing
A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore
Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation, leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy
I listen to you cry
A cry for less attention
But both my hands are tied
And I'm pushed into the deep end
I listen to you talk
But talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak
So search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
In foreign dressing rooms
I'm empty with the need to
Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation, leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy
Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation, is leaving me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy
Please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you
the lyrics that i've underlined maybe words from mark to tom. hmm, we can only guess. on the official blink182 website, it is written, "blink182 is on a hiatus," sounds nice but i seriously doubt so. i just really so hope they get back together once again and make some more good music. right now, black rappers rule singapore's radio station. sulks. ): stay together for the kids, i miss you, always, all the small things, rockshow, roller coaster, reckless abandon, first date, online songs, dammit etc. ): let us all make a mini wooden coffin, and place every blink 182 cd, vcd and merchandises you still have in it. then, stand up, place your clenched fist on your heart and say, "i shall mourn during your absence. you will always be in my heart, forever and ever, let's make this last forever. your vocals will forever be the voice inside my head. till then, blink 182 rocks." and then, finish everything off with a punkrock sign, \m/
and i found this really good pianist in purevolume. he plays yellowcard songs like only one, one year six months and ocean avenue. he is bloody gooood. i admire such people. (: till then, blink182 lives on.