finally, the bad moments have come to a standstill. this IS a new beginning. i shall be the man i should be, and throw the past all the way back to the freaking toilet bowl, and make sure it flushes down to the sewage systems.! but my liking for that someone will remain constant always. i really really really like the way my God works. even through my internet blogging, He brings people back into His arms. (: YEAH MAN. specifically, through my 08 feb blog post about loving and going the extra mile for your parents and loved ones. so this is to that somebody who went back to church after reading my blog post: joachim, although i have no idea who you are, what you look like, and how you're doing, i wanna say i'm currently feeling how you're feeling right now about that somebody from church. however, understand that the longer you distant yourself away from church, the deeper the hatred will sink. i'm also struggling to return to my cell group right now, because of some issues i have with somebody. you're doing yourself the biggest favour by wanting to return to church. let God do the rest, and never ever fall out of His arms again. i'm proud of you, frankly.! because i myself am struggling to do what you have done. (: (: (: (: (:

the worst happened to me for the past few weeks, and if i am to say what had happened, i'm afraid you readers will steal my idea and publish a book out of it. only the closest ones get to know.! anyhow, i'm doing real fine right now. that explains my return. i'm back blogging bullcrap on this stupid internet webby again. anyway, i think newtown's soccer hasn't got any standard, except for a group/clan/gang of all-fat-and-only-a-thin-guy people. hurhur, i'm feeling good.! till then, ciao.! (: